Things Have Been a Wee Bit Stressful Lately

These past two weeks seemed like it's been a month already. It seems I have seen more doctors in a weeks time than I have in a year. And I am not taking it very well. Some issues caused by ny disability have been slowly getting worse, to a point where it is out of control. The more I try to keep these functions under control, the worse it seems to get. Meds don't help at all. I have dreams for my future, and while I still hold on to hope for those dreams...because of this situation my confidence is being crushed.

I just ask that you keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I am going in a week from Friday for an hour-long procedure to hopefully regain some of what I have lost. I am having to rely on certain people for help in this area (as well as a few others) and I am so used to being independent and doing things on my own (especaially this) I am taking it very hard.

I have one doctor (who is a believer by the way :) !) who said something very encouraging " If we can't get you better, than we have failed). There is no reason I should be having this problem at all, that even doctors in CA should have been able to do something long ago.

Whoa.